< 3, I am plagued with all the “what if’s” and...

I am plagued with all the “what if’s” and “shoulda/coulda/woulda’s” that float through my mind on a constant and daily basis. They scare me. I scare me. I feel like I’m someone else trapped inside me sometimes. I’m happy, yet sad. I want to smile, then cry. To dance and be carefree, only to hide in the safety of my house for days.